Today has been a very emotional day for me. I think of my grandmother and how she died. I wish I would have known what I know now, I truly believe she would still be here today. I also think about my family and the many addictions that have captured us and have changed us from our life paths to one that is less desirable.

Today I think of myself, I try to understand why I have some of the thoughts that I do, about food. I know I lived 26 years of my life SAD so I an except that every waking day won’t be easy, I’m sure over the years it will get better.

I cried alot today because people are dying due to lack of knowledge, due to addictions to things they don’t realize are killing them and for those who do realize it’s just SAD that we can’t get the control to stop our habits.

I definilty know it is not easy to remove an addiction from your life, I know and I struggle daily to stay on top of it, but I keep pushing because I want to be different I want to be healthier, I want to help people realize that anyone can change or remove an addiction.

It saddens me deeply to see some of my family being controlled by addictions and it hurts to see friends as well as people I don’t know suffering.

A lot people think that they are invincible that they will never succumb to cancer or diease, but these days it’s not uncommon for a child to have a diease such as cancer or diabeties and even those that were lucky enough to not have a diease at birth they are developing full blown cancer by 20 years of age.

I am saddend for this world for what we have become and what we have allowed to take control of us. I know that food is not the only factor but it is a large part of the puzzle.

I have to battle day in a day out to make the right decisions unfortunatley I do fail sometimes but I get back up. I will not allow any food addiction that I have ever had to rule my life again, I am in control. I hope that I can help many people conquer this even if they just go vegan that is a step in the right direction.

More importantly then diet I think excessive abuse to our bodies is so much more harmful then 1 oz of meat a week, it is our excessive nature that will bring us down faster.

These days eating meat is like playing russian roulette, you never know what your going to get, seriously, you could contract Mad Cows or some other diease that the animal might have been inflicted with before you ate him. Even vegetables have been contaiminated. What has this world come to, it’s almost impossible to find good soil let alone really really good organic foods.

We have taken this world and made it into a toxic place, I have to say it is scary and just a true fact.

Some people will not like what I have to say but for me in my reality this is all true and will everyone change, NO, but I beleive a lot of people will.

Wishing you the best,

Tanisha

http://tanishamarshall.com